Tuesday, October 18, 2011

It’s not possible…

…to just be friends with someone when you want them as more. No matter how badly you want them in your life, there will always be something missing. Friendship simply isn’t enough. How do you move on when everything that you want is just beyond your reach? When it completely takes over your mind and no matter what you do or how many plans you make, you’re still completely consumed by that longing. You have something in your life for so long, and then it’s yanked away from you and dangled right in front of your face, but you can’t have it anymore. What happens when your source of happiness becomes a distant memory and you’re forced to smile and say “I’ll be okay.”? When all you want to do is run back and hold that person as tight as you can and not let go. It’s just not possible…