In some strange way..

..I feel like I’m going to the wrong show tomorrow. Since I won’t be seeing him to say this, I’ll put it here.

Good luck tomorrow night. I know you’ll do great. You always do. I’m sorry I won’t be there to cheer you on. I honestly am. This won’t go on forever. I’d still love to be friends someday, i’m just not ready for that yet. I still miss you. And of course I still care. I never saw it as bad terms. I wasn’t mad, I just needed space. I’d still always be here for you if you needed someone to talk to. My life has been great as well. So much has been going on lately and I’m honestly happy with the way my life is going. But at the same time, I know exactly what you mean. Everything is great, but it’s still missing something. Everytime something big happens, I feel like I want to share it with you. I’m stopping by to drop fudge and other treats off for your family over christmas break. Maybe I’ll see you for a bit then. I hope it’s not weird to hear this from me, but I’m honestly proud of all that you’ve accomplished. Your music is even more amazing than before (if that’s even possible). You’ve gotten a lot done and I’m so happy that everything is working out for you. I really am.